The world can sure stay alive without tiger skin and elephant tusks. Please let them live in peace. We are the youngest species on this planet but have succeeded in disrupting the harmony that exists. Nature allows us to co-exist but that won't just satisfy our greed, RIGHT. Please open your eyes and heart now else we will wake up one day to realize that the world as we knew it does not exist anymore
Sunday, 29 July 2012
Tuesday, 24 July 2012
Untouchable
My first
breath of life made me cry
I was carried everywhere;
Everyone loved me, touched me
I was carried everywhere;
Everyone loved me, touched me
When I
walked,
I could see the stares
As I were unusual on Earth
I could see the stares
As I were unusual on Earth
People!
Educated people, wouldn’t allow me to drink water
Cause I had a Family
But Dogs could since they didn’t have a Family
Cause I had a Family
But Dogs could since they didn’t have a Family
People!
Educated people, wouldn’t allow me to wear clean clothes
Cause I had a Family
But Dogs were dressed in houses since they didn’t have a Family
Cause I had a Family
But Dogs were dressed in houses since they didn’t have a Family
People!
Educated people, wouldn’t touch me
Cause I had a Family
But Dogs were touched as they didn’t have a Family
Cause I had a Family
But Dogs were touched as they didn’t have a Family
Hmm… Then
came along a Brahmin
He looked at me with displeasure
I walked up to him
He looked at me with displeasure
I walked up to him
This ECHOED!!!
“You Untouchable! Stay away from me… You
learned Illiterate!”
“You are indeed Untouchable! Stay away from me….”
“You are indeed Untouchable! Stay away from me….”
I said this to the Brahmin
And these were marked as my Last Words
Will you continue them for me…..
Warrior
A warrior’s blood is spilled
Who is a Warrior?
One who tells TRUTH
One who fights for TRUTH
One who lives by TRUTH
One who dies for TRUTH
He is the warrior
Still his blood is spilled, By WHO?
Us! Us! Us!
Us, who have shut our eyes to crime
Us, who have shut our mouth to crime
Us, who have shut our ears to crime
The Monkeys
But not Mahatma Gandhi’s
Laugh my people Laugh
As the warrior’s blood is spilled
As we always have
And always will…
Sunday, 22 July 2012
The Tight-Rope Walking Girl
The
Tight-Rope Walking Girl
I am a commoner, a
person in the crowd. I have a face that almost half of the population in my
country would resemble to. But surely that doesn’t make me a “Nobody” thoughJ.
Why I referred to this is to point to the mindset what most the common mass in
India carries with them; that they are just the “Common Man” who is entitled to
live silently and die silently. Those who try to do otherwise are called
misfits. I did have that thought in me before I finished writing this book for
you. Now I have changed. My eyes were opened by a Girl; A Tight-Rope Walking
Girl….
It was a Friday, March
4th; I remember the day because it was my Birthday, when I first saw
her. Maybe four or five would have been her age. She had a cheerful smile that
would make anyone looking at her to smile too. Her hair was pleated on two
sides and had pink colored ribbons on them. Wearing a dance costume like the
ones we could see in old Tamil movies, full glittery although most of it was shining
owing to the dirt in it. But one would not notice it as for her bubbly face. I
don’t usually take my time with these roadshows that happen around my street.
Trivandrum is known for these roadshows by travelers from outer state. “We used
to have the same organized for our temple festival too”, I thought. Even though
I have heard of these shows, it was the first time I actually stayed to watch.
I didn’t know her name but could hear the man in the ring calling her Ms.
Something; so I called her Kinginni because she was wearing an anklet that had
bells in them, the ring was nice to hear.
On being called her
name she went up to the ladder climbed it and started walking the tight-rope.
She did it so fast that I could almost feel my heart in mouth. “Holy Shit!” is
was came out of my mouth, but no one around me seemed concerned about me making
shit Holy, so my swearing went unheard J. She did see me
with my mouth open when she was doing the act, so she smiled at me when she
came down and walked towards me, I looked at her, she looked up at me smiling,
there was this disturbing noise of metal hitting against metal around I didn’t
know where it came from, and it was answered quickly. She was holding a plate
that had coins and she was requesting me to put money in it. “Jeez”, I felt as
if the whole lot over there saying “That guy is so cheap, he won’t pay for the
act which he watched”. I put in a 10 Rupees note in her plate and looked back
at the people who had put in only coins, “Now who’s a cheapo?”
I reached office, but
still couldn’t get the girl walking the rope out of my head, she was gifted for
sure. We had a meeting in office about the company’s charity work in which we
decided to help a child with his/her studies. I said to my friends about this
tight-rope walking girl and all they said was “Wow”, well actually I didn’t
even understand why I said that over there. That evening when I was returning
home, I saw their tents where they were cooking, singing and having fun. I felt
so proud of giving that 10 rupees as if it were the reason for their happiness.
With this smile of satisfaction I entered my house only to see my wife, Lekshmi.
She is beautiful but can be pestering at times. Maybe I can get implicated for
calling my wife a pest but will surely be pardoned cause I said beautiful too.
She started with her usual questions, “Why were you late?” “I know you must
have been talking to the females in your office” “Nowadays you are behaving
strangely” ”You have no love for me now” and then she would start with the soft
crying along with which she would make dinner for me. The best part about this
is that she knows that I love her so much that I wouldn’t even think about
other girls yet she would say all these and later apologise for saying it
“Pagli”. I would kiss her in forehead and say in her ear softly “I Love You”
which actually brings a smile in her and that’s priceless J.
We had our dinner during which I told her about the girl walking the
tight-rope, her face twitched but it was back to normal when she heard the age.
She listened to it and suddenly the motherhood in her erupted, “Ow, the poor
child, she is having a struggling childhood, you should give her some money”,
and the almost simultaneously her woman side erupted too “I have tell this Renu
di also” Renu di was my neighbor’s wife and my wife’s best friend, they can
talk all day.
Seeing the tight-rope
walking girl had become a routine in my life, every day morning I would walk
past the show while she will be walking the rope, she always had a smile for me
which actually made me feel happy. And while returning home I would either give
her toffees or some coins which she gracefully accepted with the same smile she
had in the morning. But the life we live is only a bubble and we all tend to
forget it at times.
I woke up that morning
with the enthusiasm that my life is going to be as beautiful as the previous
one. I walked towards the street entrance and while walking I had this strange
feeling in me. My heart was feeling a bit heavy. I couldn’t see any crowd,
“Why?” I wondered. The roadshow was not there, the girl walking the tight-rope
wasn’t there. I felt like a little child lost in the mass. It just didn’t seem
fair to me, “I mean, how could they leave without telling me, its something
imp… I… well… this is not fair…. Aaaah”. I couldn’t stop thinking about it
while at office, it was a bad day for me, I had a fight with my peer for having
taken my pen!
With all energy lost I
returned home, I told Lekshmi about the roadshow moving off without saying a
word to me. She was puzzled, “Why should they tell you?”, I didn’t like that
question because it was Truth.. Truth is always annoying and women particularly
have the habit of saying Truth when it’s on their side. Anyways, with no one to
see my emotional drama, a week passed by and then the most pivotal point of my
life came along; the day I understood that what I had thought about myself was
simply bull****. I saw my roadshow near my office, I was so happy that I ran
across to them and watched the whole show, but I couldn’t find the girl. “Where
is she?”, “Was she hurt?”, “Why isn’t she walking the rope?”, all these
questions were being hurled inside my head. I couldn’t stop myself from asking
the ring master about the little girl. “Where is the girl who used to walk on
the rope? She was your star performer right?”. He looked up at me, I could see
the sadness in them, I could see tears in them. “I remember you Saab, you were
the one who used give Mahi toffees, right!”, that’s the first time I realized
that I didn’t actually know her name. “She fell from the rope while performing
a week ago, her head hit the iron rod which was bolted to the road to keep the
rope tight”, tearing started rolling down his bony cheeks, “Bahut pyaari bachi thi Saab, shayad isiliye bhagwan ne jaldi bulaliya
mere bachi ko”. I put my hand on his shoulders and patted him, I didn’t
know what else to do. I felt like crying but held it back. “She talked about
you when she was in hospital; she wanted to give you this…”, he pulled out a
doll made from toffee covers, a small one, it looked exactly like her, “Usne apne hathoon se banaya tha Saab, Aapke
liye”… I couldn’t control my tears anymore…. “Thank You” I said to him and
I walked along. My mind was filled the smiling face of Mahi, “Why is it that
she had to die at such an early age?” “Would she be alive today if we had
helped get into a school?”. I headed the charity group in my office, we
discussed a number of times of helping children but I couldn’t see the need for
a child who was so near to me… was it my callousness or was I so hard hearted
that I wanted to be entertained by the view of a small girl walking a tight
rope.
I couldn’t find peace
even after getting home, Lekshmi tried to console me, but I could feel that
lacking in me. That is when I decided to write a book on this issue in our
country. Days passed, weeks passed, months passed… and I finally completed my
book “The Tight-Rope Walking Girl”, it covered mostly into the reasons why
children are denied education in some parts of the country and how can we
overcome this, the book was on Mahi. I knew her soul would be happy to know
about this, but still my heart was beating hard while I was taking my final
copy to my publisher. I didn’t know why….
I decided to walk
through the same street where Mahi used perform. I could actually see her
performing in my mind. I stayed there for sometime with my eyes closed. The
visuals of Mahi walking on the rope came before me, I could see her smile, she
walked to the other end climbed down the ladder and walked towards me. I felt
as if she was standing so close to me, I could feel her presence, she held her
hand out to me, but I didn’t have a toffee
with me, I could see a tear fall from her eyes.. “Please don’t cry, I
will get you a toffee Mahi”. I could only hear her voice faintly “I don’t want
toffee…. L”.
I opened my eyes, “Why was she holding her hand out if she didn’t want the
toffee”, then it occurred to me that she was holding out her hand to help her…
she wanted me to help her… but I didn’t know how… I kept walking
Just before I reached
my publisher’s office I noticed a group of road performers camped in the empty
plot opposite to the office. A girl almost the age of Mahi was standing by the
road. She was smiling at me. I walked across to her, I still don’t know what
made me do that, I smiled back. She then held her hand out to me just as Mahi
had done in my thought. I bent down and held her little palm in mine, “All I
had done these many years in my life was only to talk and write about saving
children, bettering their lives, but not even once did I think of doing
something worthwhile to actually save them”, we all always tend to do the
easier part in life like “forwarding a message or information” but will never
follow up to see whether the needy has been done, “we talk about politicians
not doing their work properly” but will never stand in an election to make the
change. I felt so lowly of having spend this much time of my life in simply
writing a book rather than actually helping out the children.
“You want to go to
school?” I asked, her face brightened up, I smiled took her palm in my one hand
and my book in the other towards her parents. I wanted this to be the first
step of many to actually bring the change that we all yearn for. “Will you be there with me or will you stand
by and watch?” I ask you my dear reader and I need you to answer; not to me
but to you…… J
The
Beginning!
Thursday, 21 June 2012
A Warrior's Blood is the one that's always spilled
Who is a Warrior?
One who tells the Truth
One who advocates Truth
One who fights for Truth
One who Lives for it and Dies for it....
He is the Warrior
Still his Blood is spilled
But who is the Antagonist in this scene?
US! US! US!
US; who have shut our eyes to the crimes
US; who have shut our mouth from saying against the crimes
US; who have shut our ears to the cries
We are The Monkeys, The Monkeys, The Monkeys...
But Not M.K. Gandhi's
HaHaHa! HaHaHa! HaHaHa!
Laugh my PEOPLE Laugh as we always
HaHaHa!
Amen!
Monday, 18 June 2012
Thursday, 22 March 2012
The
Red Corridor
A soldier’s life is a life
of discipline, respect and dignity. They have an air of command around them. I
have been seeing or rather living a part of a soldier’s life from childhood. My
father, Major Raj Mundra is the most wonderful person I have seen in my life.
He was a caring father and a loving husband. I always wanted to join the army
for the only reason that I wanted to be like my DAD!
It was a Friday and
everyone in the camp were preparing for the “Women’s Day” celebrations. I was
in my XIIth and was waiting for Dad to come home so that we could
celebrate. My mom, a social activist, was keen on celebrating this day as she
wanted to emphasis the importance of womanhood on every opportunity that popped
up. Meanwhile, I and my sister decided to play chess till dad came. I wasn’t
much of chess player but she insisted in playing with me so that she could win.
We sat on the couch, placed a table and started to play the game which I could
never win even in my wildest dreams. The phone rang; I saw mom coming to pick
the phone, so we continued with our game. I don’t know who was at the other
end, mom made a loud groaning-like sound, I turned to see her standing numb and
letting off the receiver from her hands. We looked at her, she was standing
still, she again made that sound which we heard earlier. We ran across to her
and she just let down herself in my arms.
I picked up the receiver
after settling mom in the couch, she had started crying loud now, seeing which
my sister also started crying. I said “Hello”. The news was about my father; he
was abducted by the Maoist and beheaded publicly in a village, after which they
burned his body. It was an act of terrorism by them to inflict fear in the
people as the army was helping the villagers. Soon our house was filled with
people, I was not able to feel or hear anything, felt so numb, so dead. I could
feel a bee humming in my head. Many were comforting me, many cried on my
shoulder for comfort. I just didn’t know what to do, cause I lost my father who
had promised to be with us this evening. I never thought about losing my father
at any point of my life, didn’t have a reason to think so. But I did not cry.
Crying would vent out the anger, which would reduce the intensity of revenge. I
didn’t want that to happen at all, I wanted that fire to burn and burn high.
This gave me the energy to fight; for my father; finish what he had started,
wipe out the Maoist.
We were left alone after
the funeral; I did not feel like eating or even talking to my mom. All I could
think of was the Maoist. I wanted revenge and wanted them to know that it was
me. But how? This was the question that intrigued me. To catch your prey, you
must know its weakness, to know the weakness, we must know about the prey. So I
decided to reach upon every source of information about them. From all the
information I understood one thing; that I can stand against them only when I
had power to command and the training to kill. Both these are the attributes of
an army officer. I made up my mind to join NDA after my XIIth. Four
years of rigorous training, two year posting to J&K, the hot bed of
soldiers. All of this did not appear to me as hardships, only stepping stones
to my aim; “Kill the Maoist”, “Kill them all”. My knowledge regarding them was
also being updated regularly and more precisely as now I had more reliable
sources than Google; the army data warehouse, were we can get information on
anything around the world. Having access to more accurate data bought up quite
astounding revelations to me. I got to know more about the Maoist, their start,
ideology and background.
They were formed as a part
of civic revolution, which is so uncommon now as we are too confined to
ourselves. They were formed to protect the people of the villages which were
being wiped off by the government so that they could make profits by selling
the land to corporate who wanted to mine the mineral rich land. When the
actions taken up by government started becoming inhuman and life-threatening,
they started reacting the same way. Their villages were burnt, men were killed
and women were raped. All of this, because they wouldn’t give their land! The
government came up with sweet names for these treacherous acts, which we common
man read in newspapers, heard in radios and saw on TVs. We all stared coldly at
these people, who took up weapons not to “kill” but to “survive”. They lost
confidence in the system of the world which we live in, so started with an
alternative system, which they have shown to the government, that it is more
effective the one we all follow.
What is this madness? Why
is the rich after the money that can only be stacked up in their vault as they
have already earned a fortune which even their future generations can spend?
Why should they want to suffice their profit hunger drenched in human blood?
The Government actually gave false information’s about the Maoist attacking
villages which never happened. Why would the government take such a step which
brings happiness to one person and misery to a 100? And look at us, the common
man; looking at the Maoist as merciless terrorists and pouring out our sympathy
for the government
My fire for revenge was put
off by these realizations. I could even find saneness in their act of beheading
my father as he was part of the regiment that had burnt their villages, killed
their men and raped their women. For the first time in my life I felt ashamed
of the fact that my father, a soldier, was used by the government for such a
heinous act. It is not the Maoist who killed my father. It is the system, the
government and the people that killed my father. Without knowing this many sons
like you and me have thought and act against the Maoist, playing our role in the
puppet show organized by the government and funded by the corporate. The money
they make in this deal can suitably be named as “Blood Money”. Now think, have
you stained your hands with this blood money? Will you now use the freedom we
earned to stop these atrocities happening in our very democratic India?
Food
for thought!
Do we really enjoy the freedom or are we just being let
off as the government or the corporate have no interests in our lands?
Saturday, 10 March 2012
Mr Frog Man says: "CROAK"
Through the Brown Eyes!
The most beautiful pair of eyes I have seen in my life
I could look at them for a lifetime. Brown eyes, Big Brown Eyes, Beautiful Big Brown Eyes....
I looked into them, I don't know what I was searching in them for....
What was it that I was looking for...
It was so blank, so void, so pure, so definite, so still, but I could not find anything
Those eyes were not searching for anything, I was confused..
I could not read her thoughts through her eyes. But why would I want to read her eyes. Is it just curiosity or is it LOVE... Don't know...
But the blankness of her eyes was soon revealed to me....
Sympathy filled me, How unlucky is she that she cannot see this beautiful world. The birds, the color, the magic, the wonders of the world, the beautiful people around us... How can God be so unjust with those beautiful Brown Eyes
I was trying to feel her pain.... then I realized...
She need not see the Atrocities of this world,
She need not see the Vengeance that is burning this world
She need not see the corruption in and around us
She need not see the body of the young girl who was prey to an instance of pleasure of a man
She need not see the slaughtered bodies of men, women and children who were killed so that another man, woman and child can get their piece of luxury
Through the Brown Eyes!
The most beautiful pair of eyes I have seen in my life
I could look at them for a lifetime. Brown eyes, Big Brown Eyes, Beautiful Big Brown Eyes....
I looked into them, I don't know what I was searching in them for....
What was it that I was looking for...
It was so blank, so void, so pure, so definite, so still, but I could not find anything
Those eyes were not searching for anything, I was confused..
I could not read her thoughts through her eyes. But why would I want to read her eyes. Is it just curiosity or is it LOVE... Don't know...
But the blankness of her eyes was soon revealed to me....
Sympathy filled me, How unlucky is she that she cannot see this beautiful world. The birds, the color, the magic, the wonders of the world, the beautiful people around us... How can God be so unjust with those beautiful Brown Eyes
I was trying to feel her pain.... then I realized...
She need not see the Atrocities of this world,
She need not see the Vengeance that is burning this world
She need not see the corruption in and around us
She need not see the body of the young girl who was prey to an instance of pleasure of a man
She need not see the slaughtered bodies of men, women and children who were killed so that another man, woman and child can get their piece of luxury
Friday, 9 March 2012
Mr Frog Man says: "CROAK"
- The word of the LORD came again unto me, saying,
- Son of man, say unto the prince of Tyrus, Thus saith the Lord GOD; Because thine heart is lifted up, and thou hast said, I am a God, I sit in the seat of God, in the midst of the seas; yet thou art a man, and not God, though thou set thine heart as the heart of God:
- Behold, thou art wiser than Daniel; there is no secret that they can hide from thee:
- With thy wisdom and with thine understanding thou hast gotten thee riches, and hast gotten gold and silver into thy treasures:
- By thy great wisdom and by thy traffick hast thou increased thy riches, and thine heart is lifted up because of thy riches:
- Therefore thus saith the Lord GOD; Because thou hast set thine heart as the heart of God;
- Behold, therefore I will bring strangers upon thee, the terrible of the nations: and they shall draw their swords against the beauty of thy wisdom, and they shall defile thy brightness.
- They shall bring thee down to the pit, and thou shalt die the deaths of them that are slain in the midst of the seas.
- Wilt thou yet say before him that slayeth thee, I am God? but thou shalt be a man, and no God, in the hand of him that slayeth thee.
- Thou shalt die the deaths of the uncircumcised by the hand of strangers: for I have spoken it, saith the Lord GOD.
- Moreover the word of the LORD came unto me, saying,
- Son of man, take up a lamentation upon the king of Tyrus, and say unto him, Thus saith the Lord GOD; Thou sealest up the sum, full of wisdom, and perfect in beauty.
- Thou hast been in Eden the garden of God; every precious stone was thy covering, the sardius, topaz, and the diamond, the beryl, the onyx, and the jasper, the sapphire, the emerald, and the carbuncle, and gold: the workmanship of thy tabrets and of thy pipes was prepared in thee in the day that thou wast created.
- Thou art the anointed cherub that covereth; and I have set thee so: thou wast upon the holy mountain of God; thou hast walked up and down in the midst of the stones of fire.
- Thou wast perfect in thy ways from the day that thou wast created, till iniquity was found in thee.
- By the multitude of thy merchandise they have filled the midst of thee with violence, and thou hast sinned: therefore I will cast thee as profane out of the mountain of God: and I will destroy thee, O covering cherub, from the midst of the stones of fire.By the multitude of your goods they have filled your midst with violence, and you have sinned. So I cast you profaned from the height of God, and I destroy you, O covering cherub, from among the stones of fire
- Thine heart was lifted up because of thy beauty, thou hast corrupted thy wisdom by reason of thy brightness: I will cast thee to the ground, I will lay thee before kings, that they may behold thee.
Mr. FrogMan
Can I love someone so much that I stop seeing myself.... Every women I see I can see only her face... Every Fragrance reminds me of her's... Can I love someone so much that I become self less
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)